Well, it's been a while since I last updated my journal entries.
What happened in the last few months?
I've gotten an new internship with Koolen Photography, and I am learning a lot.
Sadly, I can't be there all the time, since my dad is really sick. Just brought him to the hospital again, where he will be operated, and will be stationed for at least 20 days. Why?
Well, In the summer his feet got really bad, he's been sick for abut a year now, and I've been nursing his wounds for about three quarters of a year. And the last few months, I finally found someone to take over. But in these few months, he got worse, don't get me wrong, our nurses are great, but he got an infection, and went bad really fast, so his toe got amputated, doesn't sound to bad now, but believe me, it was horrible. He was grey, and in a lot of pain, I'm sure he could have died. His sugar level was so low..
Anyway, the wound wouldn't close, so he's getting operated again tomorrow. You could say I'm on the one hand a nervous wreck and on the other hand, I'm fine.
I'm really glad that I got an arrangement with my Internship and school that I have a few days of to care for him every week, and the other days I just focus on my Internship. It is hard at times though, especially when classmates don't understand, or make a reaction like "Don't you have to go to your internship or something?" . I simply can't handle all that stress, and I so can't handle them, if they were in my position they would have wanted the same you know, but none of them ever had to take care of their fathers pestering wounds, seeing them get blacker every day. I can tell you it's horrible, plain horrible. And I did it all on my own, balancing that with school, and internships, and working. I can't see them do that. Really, I can't.
Anyway, so just to let you know, I ain't dead yet haha. And I'm going to upload some new Autumn pictures soon.
Oh! And if you want to see more, I also have a page on Facebook , www.facebook.com/pages/Picture…
. I always reply to my messages there!And a lot faster as well haha.
Oh, and at the moment, I'm totally addicted with the Guild wars 2 game. Love it!